December

December is a very cheerful month.. for the Americans they celebrate christmas.. But muslims just enjoy the holidays.. well some of them enjoy holidays.. i'm expecting my holiday to be not so enjoying.. i'm moving soon so.. i'm spending my holiday at a new house.. so next year i'm not going to SMKBSP anymore cause theres no transportation and the school is far, far away form the house.. maybe i'll be moving my school too.. so unfortunately i'll have to leave all my friends, teachers and thats my favorite school.. i like it there.. but i have to move... so all i have to say is goodbye.. but i won't ever forget you guys.. you guys mean everything to me.. we'll meet each other as often as possible.. i promise.. so this is just for today.. 

                                                                                              xoxo lilyana roxell                                        

Fate (takdir)

My life is just destined to be doomed.. never gonna be happy.. my life is destined to crush and be destroyed.. fate can't be changed you have to except of what is.. face the fate nothing you can do about it.. my life is just miserable,, stupid,,pathetic.. i know who i am.. and i don't know why do i deserve this kind of punishment...i just wish you would choose me over her.. but i know that is impossible.. but i except what has happened.. the pain makes me suffer for all my decisions,, my choices,, but i take the consequence.. i wish the best for you and her.. take good care of her.. forget me and all the memories that we had...

complicated

Sometimes life is very complicated.. but we must be independent and solve the problem without relying on people.. everything in life has consequences so brace yourselves for what is coming in front.. if you get in to trouble you have to face the problem and find a way to solve it.. you don't run from it.. running won't solve anything.. trust me be more matured think before acting.. what i did was a mistake a big mistake... hoping for forgiveness... to all of you out there don't dissapoint  them like i did.. i regret what i did.. i can't turn back time and undo my mistakes.. now i pay the price.. treat them right be honest to the one you love... 

can't wait..

i really can't wait for this story to come out... i'm obsessed with vampires.. the next movie of twlight titled breaking dawn..  the good news is the movie will be out on 24th november. the bad news is there are two parts breaking dawn part 1 and 2... the story is very wierd where bella a human marry a vampire and bella got pregnant.. a half vampire half human baby..  very wierd i don't believe it either.. well to know more about that story we'll just have to wait...

only a few more days.. well i can't go see it at the cinema cause its obviously above 18.. so all i can do is just wait for the movie to come out... so thats all for today.

                                                                                                                   xoxo lilyana

the most aweome friends i've ever had !

To continue the story about my beloved friends down here i want to introduce you to Ain Mawardah.

This photo was edited by Ashikin.. i don't have Ain's solo photo so i took  this one. this is the only photo that i can find with Ain in it. okay back to the topic. Ain Mawardah a.k.a al humaira a.k.a lucy pevencie.. she is the most graceful and polite person i've ever met.. she is so cute yet she is a very courageous person.. she is like the most feminine person ever.. being friends with her is very fun.. 

Next i want to introduce you to my other friend Syazwani

here i want to introduce you to Syazwani a.k.a syazeey wanie a.k.a wanie.. she is in the same class as Ainl.. she is also Ain's best friend. every where Ain goes she goes... they are like sisters.. syazwani is very intelligent same as Adrina i envy them so much.. its fun being friends with syazwani.. she makes me laugh everytime we met at school.

this is the two friends i can introduce you to.. more friends will be introduce so don't go anywhere cause the story will be continued.

jln2 Bersama Syuhada !

Hey guys, today i'm gonna post about today's story that is hanging out with my friend Syuhada.. she is one of my understanding friend.. almost everyday we hangout.. but today was one of the best... we walked around the shopping complex.. watched movies and etc... here's a photo of me and Syuhada.

this photo was taken before we went home.. its kinda a last  minute snap.. hehehe

today was very fun but bad luck happened to syuhada's sister she lost her purse with RM100++ and I in it.. she said that she already put it inside her bag but when she wanted to buy something and found that her purse was gone.. she said she put her purse after she bought her ticket.. than maybe she accidently dropped her purse.. we went looking for the purse but it was nowhere to be found .. but the wierd part is her sister can still smile even something valueble was gone.. she can still laugh and make jokes.. its very wierd you know... when we went home she told her mother about her lost  purse her mother was so angry and you know what all mothers do when they get angry.. they nag about that stuff all over and over again.. than everyone went home with a frawn in their faces.. so this is all that i can tell you for today.. so keep on updating my blog for more stories..

                                                                                                                  xoxo lilyana     

                                                                   

the most aweome friends i've ever had !

First i want to introduce to you all my fabulous friends in the world.. They are the most outstanding friends i've ever had i'm so glad that i met them.. Although i've only met them for two whole years but i feel like i've known them my whole life.. All of  them are like treasure to me.. First of all i want to introduce to you my best friend Ashikin.. 

This is Ashikin a.k.a uk ron nikihsa a.k.a Demi Lovato.. she is a very loud person that always make me laugh.. She always cheers me up when i'm sad.. she'll always be there when i'm in trouble.. we always have lots of fun.. She is the most incredible friend i've ever had..

Next is Syazana

This is Syazana Syazwin a.k.a Selena Gomez a.k.a Toyol.. She is the cutest person in the world.. Anyone who looks at her will say "she's cute".. She is not only cute but very kind.. being friends with her is so much fun always want to make people happy.. she is incredible i love her so much and hoping we can be best friends forever (BFF)..

Up Next Is Adrina

This one here is Nur Adrina a.k.a Juziana Adrina a.k.a J LO.. she is so graceful yet very polite... she is the person who always put people first before herself .. she is willing to suffer for someone important.. And that person better be treating her well..She is the most intelligent person in our group.. being friends with her is very exiting...

This Is what i am capable doing today... to be continued..

thankyou Shikin

thank you shikin love you so much.... hehehe aq buta blog so BFF ceq yg buat.. suka gilaa.. haha kpd Ku Nor Ashikin nnt tolong ajaq aq camna nk guna blog yg pening niyh.. TQ