Gosh so much to think... my head is all messed up.. mixed up feelings in my heart.. the only place that i can release my tension (well part of it) is here.. in my not so cool blog.. this is the only way that i think i can feel a little calmness.. i haven't eaten much these past weeks i dunno why.. maybe i don't feel like eating when my head is all messed up.. well all i need is time alone.. thinking about what happens next.. what is my next move.. what are the choices i will have to make.. what are the consequences.. everything is just so confusing... sometimes i feel like i hate my life so much... maybe i just need someone to care for.. its lonely you know living alone.. but the people i used to care so much for someone.. but i just didn't received it back fairly... well let it just be a life lesson for me... from all the thing i've been through i learned to face it all calmly,, and face it with a smile.. what happens next just go with the flow.. nothing to be afraid of.. and hoping nothing to regret..
xoxo lilyana
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