This Is Life

Kathrine was asleep. But in her sleep she had a nightmare. A bad dream about Edward. Dreaming that he left her alone suffering, crying, hurt and heartbroken. Kathrine had a dream that is based on what happened to her that day. Than, she was woken up by the bad dream. When she woke up her eyes were swollen. She stared at the ceiling than sat on her bed, thinking about Edward. How much she loved him, all the joy she gave and received, all the happiness even just for a short time. "Looks like Edward loved someone else more than me" said Kathrine. Than she thought about her fate. Tears streamed on her cheek. Feeling the pain in her chest. She saw the picture of Edward she took it and looked at the picture. Looking at Edward's face, Feeling so sad and disapointed. Than she kept the picture safely in a box and got up for a long cold shower.... When it was dinner time. Kathrine's swollen eyes were less. So her mother didn't asked about it. it was a quiet dinner. After dinner Kathrine washed the plates and went to her room. Kathrine sat on her bed thinking about Edward. Thinking that they would be happy together if he chose her. But it is all just a dream. A dream that will never come true. while sadly thinking about Edward.. suddenly, Kathrine's phone rang. She looked who was calling, she was shocked that Edward's name occurred on her cell phone. She was so nervous to answer the call, but she gathered her courage and answered it. Edward's voice spoke..
" Hi, Kathy"
"Hey Ed," replied Kathrine
" Are you okay?" Edward aske
" yeah, i'm fine.. whats wrong, are you okay?" Kathrine asked back.
Edward replied " owh okay, nothing just checking you out"
Kathrine said." i'm fine Eddy, Nothings wrong with me"
Edward than said " well i was kinda worried about earlier, i had a feeling that something was wrong"
Kathrine stuttered " i..i'm fine with it, me as your friend should be happy about you having a girlfriend"
tears gathered in her yes again.
" yeah, but i shouldn't have been to harsh to you earlier." mentioned Edward
" no. not at all. you told me slow and steady. and i understand your feelings" explained Kathrine.
tears went down like waterfalls when she explained. but she tried to control her sadness avoiding Edward to hear her crying.
Edward continued " well if you have anything, anything at all just tell me okay, who knows maybe i can help."
"sure" said Kathrine.
Than Edward yawned and said. "okay, i have to go to bed, i'm so tired today i don't know why."
"yeah, i should go to bed too"
they both ended their conversations with goodbye and goodnight and hung up.
Kathrine gripped her cell phone and said "i'll miss you Edward" and tears of sorrow went down like waterfalls again. She sat on her bed trying to calm down until she stopped crying. than, she went to the bathroom and washed her face. Kathrine stared at the mirror looking at her reflection. Thinking how stupid she is to fall in love with her own best friend. Kathrine knows that once a being a best friend stays as a best friend nothing more than that. Kathrine was thinking all night long and saw the clock strikes 3.45am. Kathrine can't sleep when she is heartbroken like that. Kathrine never loved someone so much that can make herself so crushed. At 4.37am Kathrine finally fell asleep.... In the morning Kathrine woke up late. Luckily it was the weekends... Kathrine woke up of bed bathed, got dressed but still feeling tired. She had her breakfast, did her chores and went back in her room. she sat on her study table right in front of her window. Kathrine was staring outside watching the bright sunlight shine the trees and grass. A beautiful view from her room. " would it be nice if my life was as shiny as the sun" thought Kathrine. the view of the peaceful green trees and grass made her soul soften a bit.  While staring out side the window, suddenly...... {to be continued}