This Is Life

Kathrine waited patiently. until, Edward said that he wanted to see her. Kathrine was feeling different, but she tried to stay positive thinking that maybe Edward is finally going to take her as his girlfriend. So, they met at a beautiful park with breezy wind and green trees and grasses. Kathrine wore her best clothes, she was looking absolutely gorgeous. When Kathrine arrived at the park she saw Edward waiting for her under a big shady tree sitting on his cool bike. Kathrine smiled when she saw Edward, and approached him. Edward saw Kathrine's smile and was stunned to see her so beautiful than ever. Than Kathrine spoke 
"Hi, did i made you waiting too long?"
 Edward said "No, not at all". 
They stared each other for a while, with Kathrine smiling and Edward's eyed were glued to her. Than Kathrine asked
 "what was it that you wanted to tell me?"
Edward and Kathrine sat on a bench under the big tree and Edward said.
"Kathrine before i say this, i want you to know that i always loved you."
Kathrine nodded with a smile on her face. 
Edward continued " i know that we've been so close lately, and i was always happy when you are beside me. But i found someone else, and we've been closer than friends."
Kathrine sensed that something was wrong. Her smile faded.
" And i fell truly in love with her, i had to choose either you or her, and.... i chose her" said Edward.
Tears began to gather in her eyes. but she tried to hide the tears. Acted like she was happy for him. And said..
"owh,.... congratulations!.. i'm sure you'll be happy with her.. i'm so happy for you"
Than she put a fake smile to make Edward not thinking that she is heartbroken. Edward replied..
"So you're not mad at me?"
"why should i be mad at you?.. instead i'm so happy that you found someone you love" replied Kathrine
Edward smiled and said "Thank you.. you really understand my feelings"
Kathrine smiled but didn't said a thing. Kathrine said to Edward that she has to go home with a reason that her mother asked her to go home early. Edward offered her a ride home but she insisted to walk home. So she left with a crushed heart leaving Edward alone at the park. On the way home the words that Edward said keeps repeating in her head. Tears streaming down her cheeks. Kathrine went to a place where she always calms her self down. a place not far from her house where no one else knows, there was just a tree, just one tree where she always sat when she had a problem. Kathrine sat under that particular tree hugging her knees crying herself out. with sadness and anger Kathrine said "why is life so cruel? why do i always get hurt? why? why?" She cried like she never cried before. Crying and crying as she felt so crushed inside. The pain more painful than being stabbed multiple times. Nothing can cure the pain of a crushed heart. She tried to calm herself down until she stopped crying. After being to tired crying like hell. She got up and went home. Mother wasn't at home. No need to avoid her mother asking why are her eyes swollen. Kathrine went straight to her room. She lie down on her bed looking at the ceiling not knowing that she fast a sleep....  {to be continued}