Fate (takdir)

My life is just destined to be doomed.. never gonna be happy.. my life is destined to crush and be destroyed.. fate can't be changed you have to except of what is.. face the fate nothing you can do about it.. my life is just miserable,, stupid,,pathetic.. i know who i am.. and i don't know why do i deserve this kind of punishment...i just wish you would choose me over her.. but i know that is impossible.. but i except what has happened.. the pain makes me suffer for all my decisions,, my choices,, but i take the consequence.. i wish the best for you and her.. take good care of her.. forget me and all the memories that we had...